about the lamb... 
hello again! this page is to introduce me and my interests more, for whoever's interested, and also for my own reflection! a few things to note about me before i start rambling; i am a very low energy person, this mixed with my own anxieties makes me hard to reach at times, or makes it hard for me to reciprocate friendships! i do not dislike any of the people i allow to be in my space, i block people frequently for any reason as to tailor my online experience. my inabilities to text back or interact is my own, and has nothing to do with you!
boundaries aside, here's more info about me!!! i'm 20 as mentioned before, i turn 21 on may 31st! i mostly go by toby or my middle name bonnibeau (bunny/beau), but my other name is cupid, i will respond to any of these, (and love when they're used interchangeably)! i was born and raised in the PNW and i hope to forever call it my home. i have a deep love for the forest and gloomy weather, as well as for the native fauna around here.
another very important thing to me is kindness! if it wasn't obvious by my name, cupid, and all of the pink, i'm infatuated with love, gentleness, anything 'soft'! i try everyday to be a better & more unconditionally patient, loving person. this is a foundational part of my identity, if this makes you uncomfortable, we probably won't play well together. some of my other interests include... ;
animals: bunnies, lambs, and deer! i feel the biggest connection to sheep, however all 3 are very important to me (theriotypes!) and i love talking about them! i also love talking about dogs and different breeds, all of my closest friends are dogs??? stop barking in my dms i'm trying 2 take a nap!!!
shows & movies: supernatural is my favorite show right now, i've rewatched the entire thing twice now as of march 2025, and it's just about all i think of at the moment. when i'm rarely not watching supernatural, i watch nbc hannibal, dr.who, good omens, staged, (david tennant oooooouh...), my little pony, madoka magicas, sailor moon, precure, scream, or the saw franchise!
music: my chremical romance is one of my first special interests and has a huge part of my heart. my favorite song ever is early sunsets in monroeville by them, i plan to get lyrics from it tattooed on my birthday this year! i also really love fall out boy, and want a pete wentz womb tattoo asap as well x3. other artists i love are pierce the veil, slipknot, sleep token, IDKHOW, waterparks, black dresses (devi mccallion in general), dance gavin dance, hozier, starset, deftones, calum bowen, anything simple and cute, or screamo/scene, pretty much O: !!!
content creators: dead meat, badboyhalo, fourleafisland, ludwig, sleep deprived, dan and phil, jarvis/danny/drew/kurtis etc., markiplier, jerma, anthony padilla/mykie!
other stuff and things: early 2000s internet culture (specifically emo/scene, and furry history/aesthetics!), lolita fashion, silent hill & resident evil (my favorites are 4, 7, and 8!), horror, fursuiting, car rides, chai lattes, plushie collecting, and naps zZZ...
